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KICKOFF the new schoolyear by showing your 100% support! [Sunday 13.7.08 @ 8:11am]
The University of the Philippines Law Student Government,
Upsilon Sigma Phi, and Blue Star Exchange
in cooperation with
ClickTheCity.com, Chevron, Azta Urban Salon
bring you

represent.png Represent! picture by ranirarara


FEATURING a
fashion show of Blue Star Exchange and American Boulevard apparel, a dance exhibition by UP Winlaw and a dance showdown by UP Streetdance Club
ENJOY free-flowing drinks at the bar for an entire hour!

This 19th of July 2008, Saturday, at 8 PM,
Be at
ASCEND, Bonifacio High Street.

Tickets at Php300 with free drink!
For ticket inquiries, contact Aya (0917-8037483) or Jus (0923-4003707)

Represent! is also brought to you by American Boulevard.

KICKOFF the new schoolyear by showing your 100% support!
For the benefit of the 2008 UP Bar Operations.

1sugar & spice

[Monday 30.6.08 @ 21:48pm]
THE RULES: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

1. Who is your # 1 fantasy?
--- at kailangan talagang who, ganon? haha! ewan lately sino ba? si rufus sa gossip girl, jesse mccartney, tsaka yung isang actor sa gma di ko na maalala pangalan pero mukang masarap ah. haha.

2. At what age do/did you wish to marry?
--- wala pa nga akong boy friend, ni di pa nga ako nagiging abogada, ni wala pa nga akong 25, marriage na kaagad? matuto sa mga pagkakamali ng ibang tao. tsaka magka-pangarap naman kayo sa buhay.

3. What's your favorite genre in music?
--- ewan. rnb, hiphop, pop, dance music pwera house. kadiri yun eh.

4. What time did you sleep last night?
--- maaga. 10 yata. akala ko kasi magigising ako ng mas maaga para makapag-aral pa for labor. aba pag gising ko, 8 na ng umaga. eh di panic reading kaagad, haha.

5. What are you doing right now?
--- sumasagot nito. tatatlong kaso pa nga lang nababasa ko for sales eh. dapat yun ang ginagawa ko ngayon.

6. Is there someone you're thinking of right now? Who?
--- si maam chit. patay ako dun bukas pag di ko to natapos at natawag ako.

7. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?
--- mag-alone alone drama muna. tapos mag-reflect. mag-blog. tapos ayusin na kung anuman ang problema.

8. If you were given a chance to choose a date for answering YES to your love one what month is that?
--- kung kelan nagtanong. gusto mo naman yung tao at ready ka na, paghihintayin mo pa ba naman yun.

9. What makes your day complete?
--- haha honestly, ang daming pwedeng isagot dito pero lately 4 hours lang akong hindi mag-aral parang nanginginig na ako. kahit di ka naman enjoy na enjoy habang ginagawa mo yun, pero pag tinigil mo, may withdrawal symptoms yun.

10. List 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
--- si charlz to diba? maganda yan. yihee! demure. naks! di bolera, unlike me. ^_^;

11. How do you cope with boredom?
--- magbasa ng kung anu-ano. kahit bali-balita lang. medyo nakakaburat na kasi pag malalim na talaga.

12. Is there someone you love who have hurt you in any way? Who?
--- oo. pero syempre, magpatawad ka na lang din kasi di naman nila sinasadya yun.

13. Would you rather be left for someone of the same sex or someone of the opposite sex?
--- ano ba ibig sabihin nung to be left for someone?

14. If you have one wish, what would you wish for?
--- sana maging abogada na ako. pwede na ring kapalit yung limpak limpak na salapi. and i mean talagang marami ah.

15. Who is your loved one?
--- eh marami ka namang taong mahal eh pero yung mahal as in romantic, nako wala. ewan minanhid na ako ng labor, sales, property, etc. pass na muna sa ganyan. daanin na lang muna sa ano. basta. ^_^

16. Do you believe that dreams do come true? Why?
--- may dreams na hanggang dreams na lang talaga no? pero sana yung iba naman magkatotoo. syempre kahit papano naniniwala pa rin tayo sa dreams natin na kahit konti dun magkakatotoo. halimbawa, gusto ko maging kasing sexy ni britney sa video nung slave 4 u. mangyayari yun! hehe.

17. What will you do if your loved one asks you to go out?
--- ayan na naman yang loved one na yan ah. depende talaga minsan wala ka talagang say sa sarili mong buhay. halimbawa kung kelan ka pwede. hay nako, ang life parang bato. it's hard.

18. What do you look forward in 2008?
--- sana bumaba na ang presyo ng gasolina.

19. What song would you like to be played at your wedding?
--- at my highly unlawful (contrary to law, morals, good customs, public order or public policy) same-sex wedding, i would like to hear the band play ewan. haha! siguro yung kanta ni shania twain. hindi from this moment ah. yung man i feel like a woman! gandaaaah! hahaha.

20. Ever wore braces?
--- oo.

21. If you were to fall in love right now, bakit kay John Lloyd Cruz?!
--- oo nga, bakit?

o sya tama na yan basa na ulet hehe.
5sugar & spice

[Friday 13.6.08 @ 17:29pm]
[ mood | thankful ]
[ music | forever - chris brown ]

lord, di na ako gaanong nagpe-pray ngayon. pwera na lang kung may magandang nangyari o desperado talaga ako sa tulong. wala namang gaanong magandang nangyayari. nakakahiya rin naman kasi humiling ng humiling kung kaya ko naman pagsikapan. pero ngayon, desperado ako. please.

ANSWERED. there is a god.

fuck you, richard dawkins and your heathen friends.

3sugar & spice

[Thursday 5.6.08 @ 20:34pm]
[ mood | blah ]

throughout the summer i thought a lot about the possibility of getting a failing grade in crim2. not really because i was so bothered by it, but because i wanted to make myself numb to it in case it comes true. i calculated my next move over and over until my head hurt. but nothing comes close to what it's like when you meet failure face-to-face. seeing a 5 written in pencil on your grade report brought a full range of feelings, from bewilderment, to dismay, and strangely enough, relief. hey, at least the guessing game is over.

ironically, the same attitude that brought me failure might also be what will get me through this. i just don't know when to quit. when other people were dropping the course because they didn't want to take chances, i dismissed that as cowardice. people warned me that a 3w means "i don't want to see your face in my class ever again" but no, i went on, thinking to myself that if i tried harder (which i did), it might turn out fine. in other words, i tried to prove the laws of probability wrong, then failed spectacularly. how this attitude will help me get out of what i got myself stuck in is not clear to me yet. but it's the only way to do it. and it's all that i know.

it would have been worse if it was totally unexpected (i expected it, but only as one of the possibilities). but to be honest, no matter how much feel-good bull crap i hear from myself and other people, 5 hours later, it still hurts. it fucking does.

3sugar & spice

FINALLY someone from the inquirer who makes sense [Saturday 31.5.08 @ 15:15pm]
[ music | love in this club - usher ]

it's about time that someone wrote an inquirer opinion article on something that truly matters. and not just anyone but one of the very few inquirer columnists (you can count them with only one hand) that i respect. even though the idea that the article talks about has yet to be implemented in the philippines, it's great to know that it's being talked about, that people still pay attention to the real issues.

i mean, aren't you guys sick of all the political scandals? i am. really, since three years ago. and i'm also sick of people telling me that i don't care about my country just because i didn't join their loony ass protest, as if that makes me less of a filipino than they are. please, bitch, don't even start.

well, back to the real issue.

http://opinion.inquirer.net/inquireropinion/columns/view/20080531-139885/Education-and-poverty-reduction

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Education and poverty reduction

By Solita Collas-Monsod
Philippine Daily Inquirer
First Posted 02:11:00 05/31/2008

MANILA, Philippines—The economy’s first-quarter growth slowed down to 5.2 percent from last year’s 7.0 percent, and the silence is deafening. The critics who were so quick to point out the flaws in the national income estimation methodology of the National Statistical Coordination Board (NSCB) last year, when it was reporting record-high growth rates for the country, have not as yet said a word. It would seem they have no problems with the methodology when what is being reported is relatively low growth, when our growth rate is lower than Thailand’s and Indonesia’s. But high growth rates are immediately suspect. Since the methodology has remained the same, the problem has to be with the critics: Low sense of self-worth? Partisanship? Overweening hatred for Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo, in such a way that any success on her part must be immediately denigrated?

Let’s put that 5.2-percent growth rate in perspective. The latest World Economic Outlook of the IMF projects the country’s 2008 growth at 5.8 percent; the Asian Development Outlook of the ADB is a little more sanguine at 6 percent, while the projections of the National Economic and Development Authority are the most conservative, giving a range with a low at 5.2 percent and a high of 6.2 percent. In effect, the government is being more cautious than the outsiders, which is a switch. But it looks like—although it is early days yet and the government projections have an advantage not only because they are interval estimates rather than point estimates, but also because the IMF and ADB projections were made earlier—the official projections are more accurate.

Some more perspective: While 5.2 percent suffers in comparison with last year’s growth rate, it is only slightly lower than the average growth in the gross domestic product between 2002 and 2007 (5.4 percent), and is slightly higher than the average growth between 1993 and 1997 (5.1 percent), the best of the Ramos years. In other words, it is nothing to sneeze at. Way better than the country’s growth rate in the aftermath of the Dec. 1, 1989 coup attempt (3.3 percent in 1990, 0 percent in 1991).

That’s the good news. The bad news, as has been mentioned in previous columns, is that the country’s growth did not result in poverty reduction. But hold on: It is not just during President Arroyo’s watch that poverty has increased (actually, it decreased and then increased). A graph of family poverty incidence from 1985 to 2006 looks like the picture of a grandfather’s (or grandmother’s) oil (fuel, light and water account for 7.3 percent, and transport and communication for 3.8 percent) chair: downward sloping from 1985 to 1997 (corresponding to the back of the chair), and then at best flat (actually, slightly upward sloping) between 1997 and 2006. What it shows is that both the Joseph Estrada and Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo (so far) administrations are big, fat failures insofar as poverty reduction is concerned.

The long-term outlook for poverty reduction doesn’t look good either, unfortunately. We all know that there is a very strong link between education (or lack of education) and poverty—two-thirds of our poor families have household heads whose highest educational attainment is at most Grade 6. Well, the education statistics (all from the NSCB ) tell a very sad tale: elementary school net participation rates (NPR)—the proportion of the number of enrollees 7-12 years old to population 7-12 years old—have plummeted from 95 percent in school year (SY) 1997-98 to 74 percent in 2005-2006, as have high school NPRs.

Cohort survival rates (CSR) have also dropped: Out of every 100 children who enter Grade 1, only 63 will reach Grade 6, down from 69 children in 1997-1998. In high school, CSR have dropped even more: from 71 to 55. Which means, of course, that school dropout rates have increased. Which is one of the reasons why, in 2005-2006, for the first time in 35 years, total enrollment decreased in both elementary and high school: although private school enrollment increased, public school enrollment went down more.

This does not augur well for future poverty reduction: based on the most recent poverty estimates, more than one-half of those who drop out of the elementary level are likely to join the ranks of the poor, as will more than one out of three dropouts from the high school level. So if dropouts increase (or enrollment decreases), one can expect more poverty, c.p. For purposes of comparison, the likelihood that one who has done some post-secondary education will be poor is one out of 10, and the likelihood that a college graduate will be poor is one out of 44.

Given all the above, the Ahon Pamilyang Pilipino (APP), a conditional cash transfer (CCT) program, is looking more and more attractive: it gives cash to the poorest families in exchange for school attendance on the part of the children, and regular visits to the health clinic for all the family members. It hits two birds with one stone: It reduces current poverty directly, and it builds human capital to prevent poverty in the future. And it is not a dole-out. It is a social contract, with the mother holding the money.

There are problems, of course—the danger of political interference so that the “malalakas” [well-connected] become the beneficiaries, rather than the “mahihirap” [poor]. But it has been successful in several countries, including Mexico, Brazil, South Africa and Turkey. In any case, the best indicator that CCT programs are effective is that the United States has joined the bandwagon, with NYC starting its own Opportunity NYC last year.

This program could reverse our dismal poverty alleviation record since 1997. Let’s not flub this one. Please.

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sounds like a great idea.

6sugar & spice

[Thursday 15.5.08 @ 4:06am]
[ music | with you - chris brown ]

ok ok, so i succumbed to boredom and peer pressure and finally checked out gossip girl. it's everything that i expected it to be. shallow, unoriginal, predictable, with ridiculously contrived plot twists. and the worst part is i love it. and here's why.

1. the guys are hot.

rufus humphrey. oh man.

2. the clothes are super hot.

everyone on the show is fashionable, even the poor people. no matter what the occasion is, they always dress up nicely. you would think that a character like dan who hates the lifestyles of the upper east siders would be a t-shirt and jeans kind of guy. but no, his clothes are just as nice looking as nate's or chuck's. also, even though their school uniform is pretty and preppy as it is, notice how much they experiment with it.

3. all the bitchy tarayan scenes

while it's fun to watch characters slap each other in afternoon soaps, an exchange of bitchy lines is much more entertaining and powerful. for some reason, the most memorable lines from movies are the bitchy ones. sharon was the bida in the movie bituing walang ningning, but none of her lines were even half as memorable as lavina's "you're nothing but a second rate...." people love cat fights especially when the ones who are fighting are sneaky and witty. which brings me to my next point.

4. i'm a bored homo.

that's probably the mother of the last three reasons. gays love hot guys, hot clothes, bitchy lines. that's probably a stereotype, but come on, don't tell me you don't watch queer as folk for the same reasons.

sugar & spice

[Tuesday 29.4.08 @ 8:34am]
and that concludes my first year in law school.

off to enjoy my freedom! or not. because i got chores like a fucking 11 year old kid! whatever i'm going to have a date with myself later and blow a few hundred pesos at the aracade or watch a movie or read something that's not so bar exams material. or all of that, yeaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.
2sugar & spice

[Wednesday 16.4.08 @ 16:16pm]
[ music | bye bye - mariah carey ]

how to deal with stress: answer online quizzes.



You Are 68% Republican



You have a good deal of elephant running through your blood, and you're proud to be conservative.

You don't fit every Republican stereotype, but you definitely belong in the Republican party.





You Are 20% Democrat



If you have anything in common with the Democrat party, it's by sheer chance.

You're a staunch conservative, and nothing is going to change that!





Your Mind is NC-17 Rated



You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap.

If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!





Your Karaoke Theme Song is "I'm Too Sexy"



You're a total goof ball and a bit of a nut job. You don't take yourself seriously at all.

And while you may not be the greatest singer, you're the first to volunteer for karaoke.



You have a wild and unpredictable sense of humor that always gets people cracking up.

Irreverent and rebellious, your humor knows no bounds or limits. You enjoy shocking people.



You might also sing: "Like a Virgin," "Ice Ice Baby," and "Hey Ya!"



Stay away from people who sing: "Sweet Home Alabama"





You Are a Great Liar



You can pretty much pull anything over on anyone.

You are an expert liar, even if you don't lie very often.





Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl



You rule through teasing and intimidation..

Yet, people would give the world to be your friend





Your Stripper Song Is



Dirrty by Christina Aguelera



"Too dirrty to clean my act up

If you ain't dirrty

You ain't here to party"



You're so dirty, you make Christina look clean.



OMG SO TRUE! i dance to this all the time!
2sugar & spice

[Wednesday 9.4.08 @ 21:19pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

last night's party was fantabulous, even though it wasn't as rowdy as the ones we had before. for the first time in months, we finally had some peace of mind. god knows how hard we abused ourselves the entire week. deep inside, i know we all worry about the exam results (kahit tres lang talaga sobrang ok na sakin yun). and the oblicon paper. but at least even for just one night we were able to forget about that.

and now i'm going to reward myself some more by (re)reading my some of my favorite chapters of freakonomics. that book doesn't get old.

sugar & spice

[Saturday 5.4.08 @ 12:50pm]
[ music | touch my body - mariah carey ]

nakuha ko kay anj. i took this before pero wala lang. gusto ko ulet hehe.

1. What's your ID number?
031843

2. Was Ateneo your first choice?
yeah.

3. Do you know what your ACET score is?
hinde. nung intac, sabi nila ipapakita nila pero di naman nila binigay.

4. What course was your first choice?
ab european studies

5. Second choice?
ab polsci

6. Third choice?
forgot. legal management yata.

7. Fourth choice?
physics yata.

8. Ano course mo ngayon?
graduate na rin ako. economics ang course.

9. Did you have any plans of shifting?
oo nag-shift ako sa economics, galing eu. nawalan na kasi ako ng gana sa dati kong course kasi di naman talaga ako interesado sa europe. ni di pa nga ako nakakarating dun.

10. Chinito/chinita ka ba?
i'm not a chinita. i'm a proud chinegra.

11. Taga-Ateneo High?
hinde.

12. Did you have fun in your OrSem?
oo naman.

13. Saang gate ka pumasok nung first day?
gate 3. wala pa kasing LRT noon tapos pwede pang tumawid galing KFC kahit walang footbridge.

14. Are you staying in a dorm?
hinde.

15. Ever had an F in your grade report?
nevah.

16. How about an A?
duh? marami. *flips hair*

17. Highest grade?
A

18. Lowest grade?
C+. and that's as low as it gets. yabang, hehe.

19. Worst experience in ADMU?
haha. di ko na maalala. and i'd rather not recall.

20. Do you always attend class?
hinde. nung 4th year na natuto na akong mag-cut ng walang dahilan. yung wala lang, tinatamad lang talaga. hanggang law school tuloy minsan ginagawa ko pa rin hehe.

21. What's/what are your org/orgs?
asec and aea

22. How many units have you passed?
146 units

23. Nangangarap ka bang maglaude?
hindi ko naman pinangarap. mabuti na rin yun, di rin naman ako umabot eh. nakakuha naman ako ng honorable mention, yung parang consuelo de bobo.

24. When will you graduate?
tapos na. march 2007 ako grumaduate.

25. Fave subject/s?
hmmm... macroeconomics, econometrics, calculus, math-eco, history165 and 166, philo101 and 102. tsaka kahit medyo engot ako sa en101, marami naman akong natutunan so pwede na ring isama.

26. Worst subject/s?
ano yun, ec177 at acc15. ang bobo ko sa subjects na yan.

27. Fave landmark sa ADMU?
MVP

28. Fave kainan?
jolibee katipunan

29. How do you get to school?
LRT. di pa kasi ako marunong mag-drive noon tsaka wala rin kasing kotse. enjoy na enjoy pa ako mag-commute dati. akala ko pa ang cool nun kasi nakakalakwatsa ako sa sm centerpoint bago umuwi, haha.

30. Are you always at the lib?
oo madalas din ako. pero hindi naman always, hehe. maganda kasi mag-aral doon.

31. Ever gone to the infirmary when you were sick?
haha. oo. nahigad ako dati.

32. Do you have a crush in campus?
haha oo. marami eh pero dati nira-rank ko pa yan. ang boy crazy ko pa talaga dati, as in i literally STALKED my crush(es) and sent them text messages pretending to be someone else (like their number 1 fan or something). so pathetic, haha. but i was what, 16? so it was super fun then, for me at least. must have sucked ass for the guy though, hehe.

33. May balak kang mag-MS, PhD?
wala eh. but it's a possibility.

34. Have you ever watched a graduation ceremony?
yes. yung som/sose graduation 2007. nanood ako. kasi naman yung boyfriend ni wena nagpasama sakin. nahiya kasi humarap sa nanay, haha.

35. Do you know the "Song for Mary" by heart?
uh yes.

36. Memorize mo ba ang Fabilioh?
yes.

37. ...ang Halikinu?
yes.

38. ...eh ang Blue Eagle Spelling?
yes.

39. Are you part of Team Ateneo?
no.

40. Who's your fave UAAP basketball player?
jc intal. he's a great player pero walang attitude. and he's really hot too.

41. Ever had a perfect score in an exam?
oo naman. ako pa. ipagyayabang ko talaga yan kasi di naman nangyayari sa law school yan eh haha.

42. Ano ang ayaw mo sa Hell Week?
uuuuuuuuggh. the papers.

43. Dito ka ba natuto uminom ng beer?
hehe yes. not just beer. parang iced tea na lang yun, haha.

44. What do you like about our school?
the campus is pretty. also, polite yung mga staff. and ang daming gwapong undergrads, haha.

45. Ano ang ayaw mo?
the hypocrisy. also, ateneans who "care" only so they can feel good about themselves and look good in the eyes of other people. daming guilty, no?

46. Have you ever bought anything at the A-shop?
HAHA oo marami. sinusuot ko pa rin hanggang ngayon kahit sa UP.

47. Maganda ba ID pic mo?
oo naman. lalo na yung 4th yr pic ko.

48. Done anything illegal on campus?
haha. yeah. but nothing criminal.

49. Bought anything at National Katips?
yes!

50. Ever gone to Starbucks Katips?
yes!

51. May nakaaway ka na ba sa school?
yes. ilan ba yun? ewan. pero sila nanimula. eh gaga kasi ako. eh di pinatulan ko hehe.

52. QPI?
3.48 yung pinaka-final qpi ko (cumulative, as in taking into account every single subject from freshman to senior year). maganda na rin, pero hindi latin honors.

3sugar & spice

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